Slightly better pic <3 Sorry for potato, it’s 1am

4 hours ago on 10/22/14 at 01:03am

Accidentially adopted 2 loafs of joy on the farm. Whoops!

Meet Lyra (in my hand) and Katla (in my lap), two sisters who’ll roam my apartment for many years I hope <3 Nothing can replace my kitty Aja Dobbo, and these two aren’t replacements either. They’re simply sharing in the grand love <3

Already had both puke and diarrhea on my floor, and they haven’t even been here for 2 hours.. Oh kittens

4 hours ago on 10/22/14 at 12:56am

I still think about Aja Dobbo all the time, and I miss him so much. But I can start to function a bit again, and it feels nice.

Tomorrow we’re gonna go to my boyfriend’s parent’s farm, and there’s kittens… I’ll probably just put all of them on my face and cry

1 day ago on 10/20/14 at 10:59pm

Update 2

I’m a bit better

Actually slept last night, and had a proper meal today.

My boyfriend and I have been talking a lot about our future and how we want it, and it’s been a really nice way of feeling like this experience is moving us forward, even in its horror.
We definitely want a cat again, probably two, so they can keep each other company. We also want to move to a place with a garden, we are going crazy from the lack of nature and we both felt really bad keeping our late kitty solely indoors.
So I feel like I am going towards my ideal living situation, somewhere with my own garden and cats

1 day ago on 10/20/14 at 09:55pm

I’m home
I’m alive

I keep turning my head at random sounds because I’m sure it must be him

I wish I could cuddle him and make it all go away, but I have to do this without him

3 days ago on 10/18/14 at 05:45pm


I am still at my parent´s

I am still crying

This morning I looked out at the grave, and right on top of it sat a big, white cat, all calm and happy. He was only sitting there for a minute, I feel very lucky that I looked out just in that moment.
He went on being a happy cat and walking around the garden, and it felt soothing somehow.

Tomorrow I am scheduled to go back to the apartment, where my boyfriend has gotten rid of all the cat things.

I honestly don´t think I can do it

4 days ago on 10/17/14 at 05:07pm

Though I am not able to do anything at the moment, let alone write answers, your condolences mean the world to me. They assure me how very important he was, how important pets are, and that mourning for them is only natural.
I am currently at my parent’s place, they and my brother are taking care of me. My boyfriend has been a tremendous support too, and helped with the 4am funeral in the dark.

I am so scared to go home. To not have him greet me at the door or hear his soft little paws on the floor.

I will heal the best I can and read your lovely words when I despair.

Thank you

6 days ago on 10/15/14 at 11:34pm

Last night my wonderful kitty Aja Dobbo fell from my window and died, not even a year old.

We buried him in my parents garden.

I cannot do anything but cry for the moment, and will be taking a break from tumblr, and from everything else.

I hope you understand.

6 days ago on 10/15/14 at 11:47am

Ok so I am on my tablet and all the asks I meant to answer privately got published?? Sorry :/

1 week ago on 10/14/14 at 10:20pm

howaretheystillrolling asked: What do you think of the explosion of strega? I love how theres a few people like c4tbus, shes awesome, that have really adopted the style! I would love to get more clothes for this but i already have so many ;__; *oh well*

I LOVE it!! The more the merrier

1 week ago on 10/14/14 at 10:18pm

rabidfawn asked: First of all, your blog is lovely, and your sense of style is awesome! And I was wondering if you could help me out. You've said before that strega is witch inspired fashion. Do you know of anything like that, but pirate inspired? I've tried google, but most of what I found was very costume-ish and impractical.

Well, I think taking steampunk and mori in a pirate direction is very much possible! And strega too, like a dark pirate look :) i can make a polyvore set for you tomorrow if you like? Just send me another ask so I’ll remember

1 week ago on 10/14/14 at 10:18pm

hollyhotdog asked: when you say you shop in H+M, is it the ladies dept or both genders?

Both :) check out the current ‘grey’ collection (both genders), it’s magnificent!

1 week ago on 10/14/14 at 10:16pm


This was a look I did a few days ago when I was in the mood for pastel colours and a very light drawn lip ( •⌄• ू )✧ (which don’t happen very often ^^). I love seeing those wavy hair on other people but with my hair it doesn’t even last for an hour until it’s super straight again… meh ఠ_ఠ.


Faun Traveller (by Rabbit Heart)

At the beginning of September I made a new set of antlers for Porcelain Doll shop…and while I was taking photos of them I dressed up a bit =)

♥ more photos on my blog ♥

(via fangs-of-the-woods)

(via c4tbus)